Dream Analysis submission from Esther Fangee…
I got into a time machine, much like Dr. Who, and went back to the time when I was a 6 yr old child. My sister decided to change and she become extremely beautiful. My dad worked very hard, my mum was a controlling mother, and I was an agressive child. Much like a wild animal. And my dad was the only one who understood me. He gave me love, and that made me calm down. in the dream we were on a plant shop trying to buy a carnivorous plant. Then we got back home and everytime i tried to do that i had to go up an immense set of stairs to get to my room. My dad was in real life an after hour tv show host, a very famous one here in Brazil. So in the dream we would sit on the sofa to watch it with him. But i would bite his arm and leave a mark. He would still not be mad. Then I was 18 again and me and my still beautiful sister were in a shoppingcenter we went to the cinema, and the whole shopping was ‘interactive’, like, we chose the ‘ride’ we wanted. We chose the movies. And the movie was like a black hole that would turn, and tons of ants would fall on us as the scenes would happen, and it was a scary harry potter movie. Then i wanted to leave because i was really disturbed. But i had to do something else. Then i chose to have the ‘duty’ of protecting a guy named daniel. He was a heavy metal rocker. Me and a stranger had to work in group to protect him from evil. Then as he showed me a super complex compilation of guns and roses songs, we strarted to like each other in a romantic way. He was a huge guy, with a well trimmed beard and a pony tail, much like a harley davison biker with the black leather jacket thing going on. But as we fell in love, the whole mission changed without us knowing. Then i left for a bit and i lost track of him. Suddenly the stranger that was with me, who was very attractive, stated that i was irresponsible and i had to watch over daniel. Then he looked at me closely, started approaching me and said, “can i sit next to you?”. Funny pause here. My self as a person said on a paralel of my dream: i would’ve let him sit down, but me on the dream didnt let him!! Why do these things happen? Anyways, then he started incling towards me and as i rejected him and used my hands (imitating a harry potter scene) saying some weird latin words, he got hurt and turned into an evil spirit as the skin that covered his face melted and his eyes were terrifyingly red and piercing. He glared and turned around, startled and scared, to a submissive bent position. He walked away and i suddenly had a sort of epifany, like a revelation. That it was a scheme for me to save daniel before i knew it, and guns and roses meant daniel’s addiction on heroin, i had to save him from that. Then the drean turned to 3rd person and the same thing happened to him, he rejected a female demon. Then he hugged me and said, now its over! But it wasnt. For us to be free we had to win every level etc… The next level was that he was stuck at a building. At first i would visit him normally. Then have flashes of memory of a pretty much ‘mean girls’ scene, where a really pretty girl would want to ‘change’ my ways. I consider that weird because in real life i am really beautiful. Anyways, to get to his apartament it would be like a horrible maze. I had to see if his floor was ‘available’, for some reason. He lived on the 5th floor of an old building.. And then i had to take millions of elevators to get to the one elevator that would get me to him. Then once i was trying to reach him, but the mean girl said: the building is getting on fire. If you try to get to a place thats on fire you’ll be stuck. So don’t. You’ll be punished. Then i pressed n3 for some reason, and it was on fire, as well as number 5. So I stayed floating inside the elevator trying to read the digits so i could leave. But miracleously i was out. And then i saw the demons pass by with wigs, giving me a sign of yeah, we saved you guys. Then i was so thankful but confused. I went up all the stairs, gathered some of my stuff and put them on some bags and took them to my baby blue car. Which was parked on a street somewhere. Then suddenly, daniel was actually my boyfriend, and he hugged me a lot very strongly and helped me gather my stuff from the car. For some reason we both cried, because we had become homeless people. Its weird, cuz i had it all but i chose to leave it behind yet i was sad for that. Then we we’re at a huuuuge airport… With connections to literally the whole world. Then they captured daniel again, and made like a lobotomy on him, like the one described on ‘shutter island’ and he became a retarted vegetable person, with an empty brain. Then they said: im sorry but we have to keep him. Then i was dreaming on ‘his point of view’, and this part is funny because i have been on a comma before after having a phsycotic breakdown, and it happened on my dream just as i recall in real life. Back to the dream: first i was being taken care by people in white, they were angels. I was on a bed on the middle of a room and there was a door on my left and one on my right. Then the demon master knocked, and the angels left fast through the left door with a worried look on their faces, but one held my hand and said, dont worry. Then the dark shadowed demon came in through the right door and said that he owned me. Then he took both my hands and made them do a peace sign. Then i was miracleously cured, and the papers and the tvnews all announced my cure, and i would hold both my hands and make the peace sign with a fake smile on my face (i was still daniel), and i was on a wheelchair. Then it hit me: false peace! The anti christ! The head demon was the anti christ.. Then I become myself again and I saved daniel. Really out of nothing, and I woke up suddenly. It all ended on a fast forward x9 white flash. Happy ending. But too sudden.
Life or death game boyfriend fear demons I made the associations during the dream description itself.
Well, Im a 18 year old girl. I love arts (draw and paint very well), music, i have a 30 year old boyfriend who I love. He said I made him believe in love again. He works with fashion, is lebanese and loves art and music too. He loves me and our love life is great. My sister is currently a bit depressed. I had 2 psychotic break downs since 2009. However, no drugs. They result from my attempt to fast and ‘come closer to God’. No sleep, no food. 3 days amnesia and comma, and hallucinations… My dad is a christian pastor. He is always, even during my crisis, associated to a divine, good figure. Almost of an angel. Thats it. Born 3rd August, 1992.