Dream from Jacquie Wells…
Was in a department store like Target. My friend Nick was working in security near the changerooms. I had gone shopping there with a couple of other females (can’t recall who) but was feeling very hazy and tired. In this foggy mind-state, I had slumped to sit and lean by a rack of clothes. Then Nick came over and picked me up so I had my legs around him. Being in such a haze I just let myself kiss him. I noticed that somehow he was kissing my neck though. I then woke up wondering how that could be!
Due to the hazy state-of-mind I was in, I was barely aware of who I was with (possibly mum or close girl friend) or much of the environment around me. However, I did have a distinct awareness of where Nick was, and was gazing in his direction.
In waking life Nick is employed as a security guard mainly for nightlife venues. He has been close friend of mine that I feel totally at ease and safe to be with. When we met two years ago we did have a ‘romantic’ connection but since reconnecting with him mid last year we have become really close friends. My one concern is that entering relationship may end up ruining the ‘unique’ friendship.
For me, a department store has quite a bland energy.
Clothes could be symbolic of the mask presented to the outside world. Whoever I was with initially (definitely women), perhaps I am letting them contribute to not expressing my true self? I do tend to feel I can be more ‘myself’ and not judged by males rather than other females.
Could the neck represent the mind-body connection?